Most Handsome

img009 In middle school I was voted Most Handsome in the Yearbook.  This was a surprise to me, and still is to this day.  Handsome to me was Luke Perry, and the cast of 90210. Handsome was not me.

I discovered that I spent more time focusing on all the things that were "wrong" with me:

I had no interest in sports.

Unlike Katy Perry, I kissed a girl and I hated it.

I was in love....with Miss Saigon.

I wasn't paying attention to what others thought of me, until I realized that others thought of me.  Yet, I paid close attention the negative thoughts inside.

I still don't always see it, but I trust that each day I can "Act as If."  Besides, Beauty is subjective, so why not objectify yourself?